It's ages dat I
have penned my thoughts. 2day I would like 2 talk about a meeting with a
stranger. Everyone, once in their life time must have experienced something of
this sort. Exactly like our films.... As every film has a plot, my
meeting 2 had a plot.
Plot was a boring and extended weekend. No money, no peace and last but not d least no companion. Chicks of my ages are either busy getting married or getting laid. But me!!!!!! how can life treat me so perfectly????? Haaaa Haaaaa... Blive me not so funny. So, with my absolutely busy schedule of being free 4 dese 3 days made me feel amazingly annoying.
I called my best buddies Unni & Jaaz and said " guys plz lets go out somewhere but which is sasta too". I was waiting for dem 2 ask me coz im d youngest of dem and was pampered tooo... I wanted 2 go 2 Shimla. My Fav place.. I feel at peace there... dont knw why but I do feel gud, calm and happy.
However, I suppose almighty had something else in mind... Jaaz refused 2 go 2 Shimla...She said she has been saving for v 3 going 2 Amritsar... At dat moment i hated Jaaz for not going 2 Shimla but i realized the importance after i gave it a thought.
V 3 packed our bags & reached all excited not knowing what Babaji had kept for us... By God's grace and jazz's owsum guidance we saw d beautiful Golden Temple uninterrupted. Next destination that was 2 be covered was 'Wagah Border'....
Unni & Jaaz had seen it earlier so they where not as excited as I was... b4 boarding d train I read everything possible about it... After a good 3 hours waiting in the crouching sun.... finally we got a sea which was gud 4 nothing.. I just wanted a single glimps of d ceremony. However, alas!!!!!... d beautiful & insensitive crowd didn't let that happen. I was frustrated and mad in anger coz of my height and incapability 2 fetch a VIP pass....M migraine had shooted and i was unable 2 bear d loss ... " not see d ceremony".
I wanted 2 go back 2 d hotel wen Jaaz and Unni said me 2 click pics with d soldiers... I was not keen at 1st, but changed my mind thinking of why 2 disrespect their hard work and their selfless sacrifice 4 us.. I along with Unni clicked pics wth few soldiers...One of d soldier was from Unni's place....
After d ceremony, we cam back 2 d hotel and boarded d train next morning & came back.........
While shuffling the pics, I saw d pics of dat soldier.. I called Unni and asked him his full name and said unni dat I'll like 2 tag him if he is on FB... I searched for him & finally send him a friend request... Within 30mins he accepted my requested... I was delighted as knowing a uniform man is like a dream... which is only possible in films dat 2 with pretty girls... I just casually started conversation... He reciprocated....
I can't describe d feeling at dat point of time... U people might think wat was so amazing about dat feeling????? The feeling was special 2 me coz it was with a soldier.. Automatically, a feeling of pride comes.. And dat 2 on ur friend list... Wow!!!!!... But i knew my limitations... I just asked 4 his permission 2 tag him if he was comfiiii... His response was positive so, I didn't waste a single moment and published his pics.... People went crazy... I mean girls......All inquiry an all... I wanted 2 speak 2 dis guy but amazingly for the 1st time I didn't had d courage .....
According 2 me ,,,, he was 5'9, robust built, fair complexion, long fingers and a cute pakora types nose... :) wen I met him and d pics he was in all had a serious look... very very... alert.. His business was 2 be alert i suppose... He smiled but very lill... According 2 my friends he was HOT... but according 2 me he was "soldier".... Nothing more amazing cud be d fact...
In a day or 2 we started interacting... He was a very security conscious person... He never told me about himself.. till d time I asked... at one instance he was funny n cool and d next moment he was rude and defensive... While reading dis plot few people might think dat I was hitting on him... But trust me guys.. dat wud have been d last thing which I cud have thot... He was hot, charming, good luking, soldier and way out of my league..
But only one thing which I wanted 2 say him was dat .. the moment chatting with him was special... I wanted 2 tell him dat I wanted 2 knw him more.. I wanted 2 tell him about me... many things.. dat no1 knew.. A sense of pride was always there while I use 2 talk 2 him... Once or twice I said him also 2 open up with me.. but he had his own ways and rules of talking... I didn't like it but I use 2 respect his privacy... I use 2 tell myself, dat its just 2 weeks yaar slowly n steadly u'll bcum solid wala friends...
To knw him better, I use 2 visit his profile... wen I use 2 talk 2 him.. he said he didn't blive in luv, shaadi n all... It was strange for a person on 26 years to feel like dat... His profile sumwat had few similar thots which I cud makeout... He was or is a fun luving guy... who once blived in luv and had luved some1 truely... but dat very person had broken his heart i suppose... He had a very cute smile which was not polluted...
Everytime, I spoke 2 him I wanted 2 tell him... dnt u worry.. If u r upset or sad... u r a gr8 guy ... I wanted 2 tell him... speak 2 me... tell me all ur secrets... shout out loud.... but i didn't had d guts 2 tell him... I might sound stupid but blive me friendzz exactly dese where d feelings going through my mind... I just wanted 2 experiences having a friend who is a soldier... Wat a kick!!!!!.... I use 2 reherse so many times in a day.. telling people whom I hated or wanted 2 kill dem.... dat "Zada hawa mein maat udh..., mera dost hai.. soldier woh teri watt laga dega.. aagar use pata chala ki tu mujhe pareshan kar raha hai""" wat a feeling... I wanted 2 tell him dat till dat no1 has ever taken care of me... His friendship wud give a feeling of security...
I had his numbers... so many times felt like calling him and surprising him.. saying hi!!! im ur stranger friend... wanted 2 take care of him.. can’t literally take care .... but end of d day he can vomit all his training craps n all....
But I dnt knw what happened... ???? May b he took my concern in some other way, or might be he didn't think dat I could have been his friend.. He stopped chatting & answering my messages,,,,,, I wish I cud get a chance 2 b friend with him....
He is my SIR....... N I miss him....
